Thursday, February 12, 2009

NEGATIVE!

A big fat negative!!! Why can't it be simple, I pee on a stick and it be positive? I am so frustrated, I hate my stupid body and that it can't do anything right. I hate that stupid insurance companies won't pay for treatment and that it costs an arm and a leg to get treatment. I am just angry right now that we just can't seem to catch a break. I feel like we deserve one, just something to re-new our faith and give us hope for the future.

5 comments:

Devon said...

you do deserve a break and i'm so sorry you aren't getting one.

((hugs)) my dear friend...

faithful love said...

no words of wisdom tonight....i am so sorry.
thinking of you,
faith

boltefamily said...

I am so sorry for your struggle. Praying for you.

Anonymous said...

It'll happen Melissa! Have faith and hang in there. - Becca

Courtney said...

Hello,

First of all I wanted to say I am so sorry about your negative result. Being a woman who suffers from infertility myself I know how hard a journey that is let alone having to deal with the death of not one but two babies. My husband and I just lost our twin boys on the 31st of Jan due to me having severe HELLP syndrome. We are going to talk to our RE on tuesday about doing a FET and I am so scared about it.

I wanted to offer my support to you. If you ever need to talk or vent please do not hesitate to come and visit or to email me.

*hugs*