Well, I went and saw the boys headstone. It turned out really nice but I don't really know what else to say about it? Am I happy with it... not really because it marks the spot where my boys are buried. So, I just can't put happy in that sentence. It was a hard day. I guess, I wasn't really ready for the reality and finality of it. I thought I would be but, to just sit there and stare at is something of disbelief. I have to say it was an overwhelming day, a day of raw emotions and tears. I am glad that it is in and done because I wanted them to have marker. I want people to know where they are and whom they were but at the same time it just feels so wrong. I guess right now, I am still a little overwhelmed by the reality of having bought a headstone for my sons.
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The headstone is beautiful, and your boys are so proud of your courage and strength. They will continue to watch over and carry you through the days and nights. I am always here for you.
The headstone is perfect. And no, picking out a headstone for your sons should not ever feel normal. I have no words... but I am so sorry.
Nilia Palhinha
like the PP says the headstone is so pretty. but oh this just absolutely breaks my heart. i am praying for you for peace.
I found your blog today and just wanted to extend my heartache for you. We too lost our little girl earlier this year, and I know the pain of losing a child. I remember when we got our grave marker I was so mad to even look at it... If you ever need to talk, I am here for you.
Erica
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